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At a certain point I realized that I disdained the things I most admire d Attempted to trash the relationships I most desired The more I fe lt for someone it seemed, the more I exploited/abused/manipulated hopefully lovingly I t took time to see and understand how Every time I fel t a failure in someone else ' s eyes In an avoiding way I 'd try to disguise m y fear of rejection B y blaming w hoever fo r what/ how/ wherever I 'm here to share and hope it helps to know I ’ m finally get ting it clear I t ha s been hard to acknowledge the extent of my fear It was so scary to begin to understand and to see The things that I d id to fool myself and a void taking responsibility T o understand f ully/wholly/completely/quintessentially. That perfection is us, striving to be , expressed as All That Is or The M...